I hate art so fucking much, its driving me crazy. I'm gonna grab a knife and drive it through the stupid canvas. Grrrrr I'm so stressed, why won't my art teacher just stop telling me what to do.

Ok I know its like far away but I wanna go as a biggish group in May. And it will happen as I'm starting my cosplay.

I was thinking of going as characters from zombie games/films/comic. So example from each Left for dead, resisdent evil, 28 days later. Zombies or zombie surviors up to you.

Anyone interested?

I've been feeling really ill and lack of energy for the past two weeks. I'm not all there at the moment lol. Been crying alot but still don't know why i'm feeling hurt.

Also been extremly tired and sick, keep missing cadets and i really miss it when i don't go
I had a newish cadet send me a message on facebook earlier asking me if i'm comming back cause he was put in my team and wants me to be there to lead it, which is kinding cool to hear that made me smile and relise that cadets is great yeah yeah clare, I love camo ROFL

Anyways yeah just to my friends that i see often, if i snap at you or seem like i'm anoyed at you, i'm most likey not its just other things happpening in my life. I hope it don't upset you, and if i do please tell me, i would like to know.

On a lighter note, I love paramores new album and can't wait to see them in December.

I just came across this photo [link] this must have been taken like a year and a half ago. Oh how i miss the art room gang, emz, jade, stacey, me lol was great fun. Spent most of our high school years doing art rofl well actuly taking stupid photos like this LOL. We need a reunion even tho we all see each other we should recreate a scene like this lol. The high school uniform, the stupid cultural masks, CHOCOLATE milkshake, donnie the rabbit (best creation ever but sadly his head fell off and now he has a broken ear poor thing) can't forget that lol, this is the only thing i actully miss about high school the rest was well SHIT.

I hate the world just like stuff that happens. Its a sick and twisted world, which is just plain selfish, built on a fondation of violence and money. I don't know but it needs to change, i am only one person i won't mke a difference but i know that if i take that attitude nothing will happen. I am one person who can make a difference and so are you!

Is there anyone who wants to join me in doing something good, something nice which will make people stop, look and see. I'm thinking of doing a huge art piece something meaningful and helpful to people. Anyone in? Got any ideas? i'm going to start it in luton then expand it further if it works.